Checklist.

Some friends asked me to do this -- for oversea students' sake.

Clothing:

1. 100% cotton shirts -- long sleeves, short sleeves, sleeveless, singlets.

2. High % of wool shirts -- long sleeves.

3. Jeans -- thin material for summer, and thicker for winter (quite hard to find in Msia)

4. Slacks -- formal and non-formal ( just in case some places like restaurant or casino that forbid jeans)

5. Spors wear -- singlets and shorts (make sure these provides good ventilation)

6. Winter clothing -- jumper, windbreaker, jacket, trench coat (this one is optional for OZ students, we not really need that)

7. Underwears -- boxers, briefs, bikinis, thongs (this 1 is just for fun >.<)

8. Shoes -- formal shoes (leather will be better, calf will be best), sports shoes, schooling days shoes, outing shoes ( you can save this if you're replacing it with formal shoes or schooling days shoes, but please, no sport shoes), outdoor shoes (for hiking or other outdoor activities purposes), boots (Phua Chu Kang or Gucci Cruise, you choose, again, this is for fun =p), sandals.

I will keep update on this, I can only think of this now. Message me if I've missed out any.

Quick Updates

Just realized my last post was about 2 weeks ago. Okay, I feel bad for doing this. Just some really short and fast updates of what I've done in the days I've been missing.

1. Went to visit relatives and primary school classmates. FangYi and Elaine still cute, as usual.

2. Got my SACE result. That was really a torturing one. I was staying over in my granny's place --some where ulu-ulu in Gambang, Pahang -- which ultimately means that no Internet is available for me to get access to my result online. Then, I asked my friends to help me to check my result, and call me ASAP if the result is good ( TER over 90) , or else never bother to call me. Result was released at 6.30 am, and THANK GOD, I received phone call! Which means I can fly! Woohoo~~

3. Right after knowing that I am flying soon, I went to do my shopping in KL. Gosh, I've never afraid of stepping into shopping malls that much, until I did -- for a week full. Bought lots of clothings and shoes, almost --well, already did -- change my whole wardrobe. Can't wait to put them on in less than 2 months time. =P

4. Learnt some cooking. Steam chicken, fried vegetables, tomato rice, spaghetti...more to go.

5. Lazying around in home now.

Relationship

Never say I love you
If you really don't care.

Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand
If you are going to break my heart.

Never say you're going to
If you don't really plan to start.

Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie.

Never say hello
If what you really mean is goodbye.

If you really mean forever
Then say you will try.

Never say forever
Cause forever makes me cry.

Rebah A. Ward, June 14, 1998

Tight Schedule

I had some pretty meaningless days since I was back to Ipoh.

Wake up in the morning, and waiting for the night to come.

All this is going to an end starting next Monday.

Here's what am I going to live for the next few days, right until 26th of December.

Monday -- Take bus to Gambang, Pahang at 9pm. Reaching at about 5am of the next day.

Tuesday -- Spent a day in Gambang. Visit relatives and family friends.

Wednesday -- Early bus to Temerloh from Kuantan. Settle some government work.

Thursday -- Relatives and old friends visiting. The cliche.

Friday -- Late afternoon bus to Pudu. Reaching at night.

Saturday -- Shopping. Midvalley. The Mines.

Sunday -- Shopping. Low Yat. Pavillion. 9pm KTM back to Ipoh.

Next Monday -- Going to Penang. Stay one night.

Next Tuesday -- Shopping and eating. Back to Ipoh at night.

Next Wednesday -- Going to KL, again. Late afternoon KTM with family.

Next Thursday -- X'mas eve dinner with auntie's family.

Next Friday -- Shopping!!! Eat!!Merry Christmas!!!

Next Saturday -- Finally, going back to Ipoh. Finally!

Wish me good luck in order to stay healthy throughout the weeks. Enjoy your holiday too people!

when there's nothing else

There should be nothing else that can make me feel the eagerness to online so more frequent than I ever have. Ever since the ages of Ragnarok Online.

And there is. Fullness almost burst me out whenever I think of my "else". I am so much lively now. I have never feel so, well, never after I started my pre-u course in Shah Alam.

Ya, there's something that can cheer me up now. And I'm looking forward for it. For a happy ending.

Good night.

"SACE students in South Australia and Asia, and NTCE students in the Northern Territory, should receive their results in the post sometime during the week commencing 14 December 2009. "

I wish I could tell how terrified I am.

But I can't.

It's beyond words.

Good luck. What's more important than this.

=(

l.a.z.y

I have to admit: I starts to hate gym.

When I was in college, going to gym was fun. It was sort of like an escape for me, from all the problems and pressure in the course. And so, I enjoy going to gym, work out like mad, and make myself all sweaty. That feels really good -- especially in the afternoon, when you can't avoid to get sweaty unless you hide yourself in the fridge. Sweating in this way is way healthier, too. Since then, I promise to myself I will continue to sign up for gym, when I am back to Ipoh.

Which I did.

And regretted, now.

Now, going to gym is a torture for me. The laziness has engulfed me completely. I feel so tired even just run on the trek mill for half an hour, with speed of 8kmph. Getting sweaty was another problem for me, as I was already so used to myself clean and smelling good. And what I did in the gym these days are basically pretending that I am so eager with the machines -- sit-up machine in particular, do about 20 repetitions, and lay down there for 20 minutes, continue with 1 set, and then lay down for another 20 minutes. And when the instructor spotted me, I will make the oh-I had-just-did-100-repetition face, and then he will look away. I don't hope the instructor to come to me and torture me again.

I know I am lazy.

But can't help. =(

New Songs

I think I am quite bias in terms of the singer choice of mine -- mostly are female.

But I can't help, their songs are more catchy than some male singers' songs available now (Since JT didn't release any of his hits lately).

Here you go:

JLo is making a big comeback with her latest single --Louboutins from her seventh studio album"Love?" that will be released in January 2010. This Latin hottie proved that what makes her a DiVa in the music industry, and I am so hooked to the music. (p/s: And I really think JLo looks undoubtedly gorgeous in Louboutins. Sorry, Jimmy Choo. )

I'm sure many of you already listen to this song. I love what's the song trying to tell us:

It's about playing Russian Roulette in a relationship. You take chances, you expose your heart. Sometimes it works out sometimes it doesn't. In this song, the singer (which is Rihanna) says that she knows all of this, but she is still willing to take that chance.

Hmm, is this referring to her last relationship? Mm-mm.

The 1st runner up of the latest season of American Idol -- Adam Lambert has released his first debut album --For Your Entertainment. Without a question, Adam has an amazing voice and his own style. Although his performance during the AMA has received many complaints regarding the gay-kissing scene with a guitarist, this song itself is catchy and interesting -- just like the title : For Your Entertainment.

Needless for me to say anything more. Lady Gaga's Bad Romance should be no surprise to everyone who love Gaga. Again, she made a really impressive music video. But somehow, I kinda miss Lady Gaga in Just Dance or Poker Face -- her music videos these days need some time for me to digest. Too mind-blowing and I need to watch them again and again to get what's the message. Tiring sometimes tau??

Haha...this is how the young vampire looks like when he was 15 and hasn't being transformedyet into the immortal sexy creature that every women want his bite yet. =P

E.M.O

This is the original picture. Taken after the Grand Dinner in the closet of Cho, since he already moved out. Totally meaningless.

And after editing. Thanks to the superb PS user JY. Nah, that's all. I just upload these pictures for fun. No meaning.

Jennifer's Body

Despite how hot Megan Fox is, this movie sucks big time.

Okay I must admit that I watched the movie only because I want to see Jennifer (or Megan to be exact)'s body. And yes, she is hot. But again, just like another Hollywood bombshell, dumb.

I don't know how to categorize this movie. Horror? Not yet. Comedy? Ha Ha. Porn? Maybe. And so, this movie sucks.

Well, there's someone who really outshine in this movie. And I think you know who am I talking about -- Amanda Seyfried. This Mama Mia! star pulled up the whole movie. She made the movie at least watchable. Really good acting. Not over-the-top and was really fascinating.

By the way, this blondie looks zillions times smarter than black haired Megan.

Megan, it's time to go back to GQ. Acting isn't really your thing.

Step on me please.

First noticed these fabulous heels in the music video of Lady Gaga -- "Bad Romance". And was damn shocked to be aware of the facts that the heels were actually of the Alexander McQueen's Spring/Summer 2010 collection titled "Plato's Atlantis". I always thought Gaga's outfit was usually custom-made for her -- which is a big Ha Ha.

I wonder how are the girls gonna walk in these heels... Walk like a ballet dancer all the time? Or it is not that curved down in the inside, and they need not to walk on tips of their toe actually? In any way, these heels are so damn cool and I would marry any girl that can walk in these. Any girl.

Again, Alexander McQueen has never failed to surprised us.

R.a.n.d.o.m

Since some times ago, I've been blogging, for other to read. And that's not fun. At all. And that explains why I started to blog less. Solely because I can't find a topic or a post that I think can attract readers -- which I don't know why I should.

So again, this post is for me to remember how far I have reached in my life. For me to redefine who I am. For me to identify what's next.

Maybe you might be interested to read it. If no, sorry then. =P

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Life have been pretty dull ever since I completed my pre-u course. Oh, I used the word "completed" -- I have been dreaming to say this word out from the first day I stepped into my college. Everybody, repeat after me :

I HAVE COMPLETED AUSMAT!

Again!

I HAVE COMPLETED THE GODDAMN AUSMAT! FUCK IT!

Now that's what I would say, sincerely. Haha! My roommates always mocked me for my vocabs. And he sees me as a person that can't complete a sentence with a missing swearing. Haha, that's something cool though. At least I'm memorable for him -- in a swearing way.

Oh ya, speaking of swears, I noticed that I did that less these days. Have been polished to be someone more polite -- which I rather reckon that as someone more depressed -- since sem 3 of my course started. Not fierce anymore. Shit.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Motherfucker. Fuck.

Okay, I feel better now. The Anderson is still alive. Not some random nerd.

Have a tremendous cut down on my clubbing frequency -- to a minimal I would say -- these days. Even now I'm in the holiday, I don't feel clubbing. Have I become a better kid?

Naw. Fuck you! I'm so poor recently. That's the main reason. Haha. Gotcha!

I am cute. I know.

Sigh, I have totally nothing to do for this long -- but too short for any short courses, holiday. So, instead of taking up English class that I was intended before SACE exam, I have just signed up for gym lessons. Love the new gym facilities. Way better than gym in my college previously -- at least this one open every day, which I don't have to do booking to use it. Still the same instructors, same musics, lousy. I never bother to enjoy the music they are playing even before they moved to this new location -- all songs are from heavily rocked bands, which make Linkin Park's songs sounded like Jonas Brother. But nevertheless, I could kill my evening there everyday -- in case I don't have any date, which I usually did.

Speaking of dates, I have a strong feeling to go back to my primary schools and secondary schools, to visit my teachers and the once loathed canteens. I wonder is me getting older or just I am solely a good student, I miss them. A lots. And it feels good to listen to the teachers that always said to me that I have grow taller and better looking -- which I am pretty sure that they are being so modest and deserved a compliment. Haha, this is my blog. I am free to say whatever I want. No objection. Blekz.

Sometimes I wondered, what if I didn't listen to my teachers, and insisted to leave Ausmat? The contract Astro offered is just for the first 2 season -- for your information, I passed the audition and being offered a job to be the host for the kids game show, for 2 seasons ( half a year) -- and what would I been doing since then? Rating was so low that my show were being cut down even before the 2 seasons ended? Or I will continue with what I'm doing then, probably with more jobs opportunities? It has always been my dream to be a news reporter, and a TV show host could do no harm for me to pursue the dream. But joining Ausmat, that would have to say that: No luck this life. Next life. Regardless of the bond with my sponsor, I am way too old when I finished my course-- and I'm talking about the degree course. 24 years old. Fucking 24. That would means 30 years old in TV years (I know, I copied from House Bunny). No chance.

Now it's still too early to say if I ever regretted my choice.

Or, I think there's no way I could ever say that. There's no comparison to be made of. I live only once. And that means that every single choice of mine should be the best for me.

Shit. My post have been so moody towards the end. I hate that. Shit.

Let's see...oh, there's something pleasant to be said: I am using my laptop in my home, which means I can avoid the fight with my sister to use the desktop. Also, laptop is way more silence than desktop, and that allows me to download movies overnight! Yeah!

And I had watch Inglorious Basterds. And I feel so sexy to talk in French. Okay...I don't speak French, but I feel sexy to listen to them talking in some language that I can't understand -- with cigarettes in their hands. French with cigarettes. It's like Chinese with chopsticks, or Malay with hands, or Indian with roti canai. Simple cannot be separated.

Merci.

I still remember...

the first day I registered at Cendana, still remember my whole bags of shoes being stoled. 7 pairs.

the first week in Intec, MMS -- that's the time I called JPA and find PM Saadah, asking to leave Ausmat.

the first day wearing formal to class -- I hate that. So hot.

the first time I buy lunch from Ausmat cafe. So freaking long the stupid Q. And the food sucks.

the first time I know many friends from other program.

Jullius, Mike. Okay, it's not that many. Two.

the first time I escaped from Cendana and starts my weekends stays at my friends' place. Clubbing every weeks. Those were the darkest moments in my life.

the first time I make Malay friends. Lots of them.

the first time I miss Ipoh.

the first time I find it weird to talk in Cantonese.

the first time I hate nasi lemak and roti canai.

the first time I study in library.

the first time I perform my prayer sincerely. Everyday.

the first time, I tell others I am a college student. =P

YES

Attention to everyone. Year End Sale (YES) is back! Looking better than ever!

This is it...Go and grab everything falls into your eyes! Buy like there's no more limit with budget!

It's been so long

I have long abandoned my blog. I know I spills these words out quite frequently in my blog. For your info, I have finished my pre-u course, and now back to home sweet home in Ipoh. Will do update more frequent, not wanting to post some mumbling posts. Still quite ill, asthma, headache. Promise will update soon. Take care everyone.

Attention: For any Ausmat 21 juniors who are looking for textbooks, past years, and revision materials, please contact me. Thank you.

Ipoh now

Study leave.

1 week.

And final exam lasts for 2 weeks.

After that,

FREE!

Good luck everyone. Really hope to see everyone can FLY.

I'm so busy with my final now. Here's quick updates of my musics.

为单眼皮而骄傲。

已经有好一段日子，没有用华文来写部落客了。感觉上有点难，因为得用英文想了再翻译，然后打出来。但是很好玩，看到一个个的字，很开心。

我从来不觉得我会因为我的民族而感到什么。对华文，我并没有什么归属感。也许是来了这边读书，华文根本用不上。你不会因为不会华文而觉得有什么不便，更不用说会有惭愧的感觉。渐渐的，少说华文，少看华文电影，少听华语歌，也越来越不觉得自己跟其他人有什么分别。

直到我今天迷路了。

本想着到Seksyen 25 --这边唯一的华人区去试试那边的食物。结果，驾着驾着，不知道到了哪儿。我本来就有夜盲，晚上看到的东西已经十分有限，再加上路灯不知怎么搞的，竟然给我都坏了。这下惨了，我可以去撞树了。怎么办？只好以龟速驾驶，希望可以看到小到不知道给谁看的路牌。

他妈的，全部路牌好放不放，全都给我集中在路口，难不成要我把车子停在路中央不成？这下可好，我越驾越远，根本就是到了另一个星球。

还好，沿路上还是有人类的存在。我这下才确定我还在地球上。在我迷路的时候，我突然很希望可以看到像我一样的人。一样的眼睛，一样的皮肤，说着一样的语言。虽然路上有很多人，始终还是希望可以看到有华人。总觉得只有看到华人，我才能安心下来。

幸好老天有眼，我终于看到了一对华人老夫妻在走着。心也定了下来。慢慢的，竟然也到了。

看着老板娘说着跟我一样的方言，电视里在播的是我要做model， 我突然觉得被这样的环境环绕着多好。

为自己的民族击掌。

为能说自己的母语叫好。

为好吃的肉骨茶欢呼～

And I have made it official.

I hope that can make you happier.

=)

Title: Celebration

Singer: Madonna

Description:

The greatest auntie is back with her latest single -- Celebration. Love the 80's beat and rhythm. Not to forget, the music video is really eye catching, with her new little boyfriend Jesus. Wonder how many women on the earth can look that smoldering hot at the age of more than half hundred. Definitely a hot club hit.

Download Link: http://kommis.filelink.cafe24.com/01.mp3

Asian Just Aren't Cool Enough?

That's so sad to hear the truth. Even the Goku is a white dude. WTF?!
Luckily we aren't going to stay in western country for the rest of our life, only 4 years.
Pity Kevin who was born in The States and still think that he isn't cool enough for his country.

More tissue please...

At some point I have to admit that that super low quality video clip that was most probably home made with some low mega pixel mobile phone camera, no light and sound effect was nicely done during the shooting, the actors/actress were not well rehearsed before the day of shooting, and the background music was super duper lame...Despite everything else, I was a bit bit touched by the video clip...*sniff sniff*

In about 1 and a half month time, we are graduating from our AUSMAT program, which we had long dreamed for that day. A lot of joys and fun, and of course, tears and dramas. This has never be easy for each and everyone of us in this course, especially when everyone who are in are the selected scholars. Nevertheless, we are almost reaching our goals.

So close to the end.

So near to our dream.

Get to fly.

Australia.

New Zealand.

Good luck, everyone.

Songs not to missed:

Title: She Wolf

Singer: Shakira

Download link: http://www.oxxo.com.tr/muzik/songs/Shakira%20-%20She%20Wolf.mp3

Definately a hot hitz from the Latin hottie. Couldn't tahan at all when she howls...I wish she crawl all over my body...HAHAHA!!

Title: Sexy Bitch

Singer: David Guetta ft. Akon

Download link:

http://du.lonelylive.cn/COFFdD0xMjUzMjg5OTc2Jmk9NjAuNTEuNjQuMTkwJnU9U29uZ3MvdjEvZmFpbnRRQy8zOC81ZGU2Yjg2NWE3MGFhOTBmY2E0NGI1YzczMWJkNjYzOC5tcDMmbT00M2QwOTkxN2UzYzVkZWIxZWQ5N2NmYmE1ZGUzMmYwOCZ2PWRvd24mbj1TZXh5JTI..

A club-hit-to-be. Nothing else should be said about this song. Gonna love the beat and move your body along with the rhythms. Move move, sexy bitch.

Title: You Belong With Me

Singer: Taylor Swift

Download link: http://210.29.194.26/skyclass/courseware/blog/blog537/081118085495.mp3

As usual, a sweet country song by our very lovely Taylor Swift. Still, pity her for what happened in the VMA 2009. But don't worry, you earn our respect. =)

Trial? F**k it! Genting, bitch!

I know, we are kinda insane. But again, who's normal in AUSMAT?

Right after our last paper of the f**king long trial, we moved our ass to some place, where the temperature were comparable to our Great Hall -- Genting Highland. It was really rushing, as the time we finished our chemistry paper was already 3pm, while the ticket counter will only operate until 5pm.

In 2 hours, we have to:

- take bus to back to our hostel

- take taxi to reach KTM station

- take KTM to reach KL central
- buy ticket at KL central

Which of course, we managed to did it. Phew.

To my very surprise, the bus fare + cable car fare only cost rm 9.30 -- why I only realize that a few months before I fly to Australia?! It means that I have long misunderstood about Genting Highland and go for the superb boring Sunway every weekends. I'm so sorry Genting!

It only took us about 1 hour to depart from KL Central and reach Genting Skyway, even though it was freaking jam in KL. And then, here goes the happy cable car~

When we reached Genting, the time was about 6 something. The first thing we did were to have dinner. To our very surprise, the steamboat restaurant that we choose were quite nice, and the price were really reasonable ( or I should say cheap? It's Genting! ) It only cost eact of us about 12 bucks, and that was really full one. And not to forget, the Indian waiter there was really friendly, the girls like him a lot. Haha.

Since the time was a bit too late for any outdoor games, we turned to indoor game instead. Although the games was not fun AT ALL, but because of the fabulous people who went with me, they make it a special one. Again, lots of photos taken. FUN!

One of the game that I think is quite interesting - 4D movie. I look like a ghost here.

I really wish to be in the photo. But, who can be a better photographer than me? Sigh, sometimes it is not a good thing to be too talented. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

At one of the hotel in Genting. The rate is about 2-3K a night. Yes, a NIGHT. CRAZY.

One of the photo that I was so impressed with my skill. Haiz, why am I a pharmacist student but not a mass communication student???

Anyway, we did have a lot of fun in Genting. Walk in the cold breeze that is enough to freeze us to death, watch some lame Singaporean Movie that is more than boring, buy foods and drinks that the prices were of different rate than other places in this country, and rest here and there on the staircase and lobby like a begger did, and take the first cable car early in the morning...Despite everything else, the experience was so new for us.

Wish to be there again!!!

But not in the midnight again, I want to play OUTDOOR GAMES!

Revenge of The Nerds

Dolce & Gabbana has make it official: Nerds are in for 2009. I almost burst out when I see the new line of the brand.

If these hunky models define the new N-E-R-D-S, we definately need to hit the gym more frequent than we visit bookstores or cyber cafe, and for sure, we have to make more money than an old nerd can afford, because THESE ARE DEFINATELY NOT AN ORDINARY NERD CAN AFFORD TO WEAR.

Welcome to the world of nerd.

I took back my words...

You haven't know everything about new moon, until you watch this trailer!

I'm so ME!

Woohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

The long draggy SABBSA trial examination has officially ended.

You hear me?

ENDED!

There's been such a long time, ever since that I can really enjoy a semester break without any worry or burden. And this is it. Tak ade any more stupid tests and quizes awaiting after the raya break.

Tak de!

And so, here is where my fun and furious begins. Going to spill my stamina out and live my life-- a real life with a lot of friends, a lot of gossips, a lot of beverages, a lot of camwhores, to full!

Yay!!!!

Before that, let me take a real long sleep to recover my stamina first.

Haven't sleep more than 2 hours in 48 hours. Been to Genting Highland.

Cya everyone!

happy birthday

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you, my friend.
happy birthday to, you.

I wish I can say it in front of you, but I know I can't.
Happy birthday.
=)

Ping! Pang!

I just break my bottle of perfume. Full.

Anyway, 1 more paper on next tuesday. And I'll be set all free.
Long abandoned my friends and my blog. So so so sorry.
Can't take long to blog, too.
Sigh.

I miss clubbing and clubbing so so so much, especially with Lavin, Freda, Theo, Azwan, Ariff and Hakim!!

I want VodKA!
MarBoLO!
Britney Spears!
Dolce and Gabbana!

hey...

i know i know...i've long abandoned my blog...so so so sorry people...

Who give you the right to judge me?

I've long thought about whether should I write about this or not. But, I won't going to keep silent this time. Whatever that is going to happen, just let it be.

There's someone in your life, which you think can be a good friend of yours, turns out to be the one who is against you the most. Friend is someone who stand by you, give you support, share your feeling and emotion.

He should be someone who give you a hand when you fall.
Someone who try to cover up your imperfection in order to avoid other people look down on you.
Someone who feel happy for what you achieved in your life.
Someone who try to comfort you when you failed in something in your life.
That's what a friend do.

I don't need mockery.
I don't need jealousy.
I don't need hating.

Imagine you in my position. What will you feel when you get a bad result, and when you are hoping someone so-called "friend" can at least not to say anything to make you feel worse, actually making a tease on you.

Yes, that doesn't feel good. Friend shouldn't do that. Even as a joke. And that doesn't sounds like a joke.

For a real Chinese like me, we believe in karma. What goes around comes around. At this point, yes, you are doing better than me. But who know, maybe next time, you still above me, or I'm doing better than you. That's life.

Even if I'm doing better than my friend, I still hope my friend can also achieve what they want to achieve. I think that's what a friend should be.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

p/s: Credit to Wei Lun who tried to make me feel better. I really appreciate that. And I'm quite sad that we are most probably will not get into the same uni. But as a friend, I feel happy for you. =)

Give me a break

The feeling is getting stronger. Hopefully I won't explode before the whole thing push me way too far.

I have the need.
I have the will.
I don't have the guts.

Everything I see is you. Every moment I can't think of anything else but you.

I'm starving.

Eyes

I hope to share some of my thoughts. Might be uneasy for some people. But again, it's just me.

Monogamy:

Human being is nothing but another animal. Although some might argue that we are different with animals -- in the sense that we were, are the ruler of the Earth, and that should differentiate us with other living organism. But when it comes to our life activities, we are actually nothing different with animals: moving, feeding, mating.

So, why bother to follow what the people in the earlier age set for us, the rules that make them felt they are actually on a higher class of the biology hierarchy? Why should we do something that is against the nature, when there's nothing called monogamy in animals world? Here comes, there goes. It's just that simple. Why should we force ourself to keep to one mate, while we know that we can't make it until the end of our life? Why should we pretend like we are satisfied with the so-called the one which complete your life, when we know that one's life can never be completed with one mate?

People always want vows from their mates: till death do us apart. What happened to those who are seperated, but there's no one's death to be blame on? Again, what keep them apart? There's million of excuses given, but there's only one reason to explain: not suitable. Yes, they are being honest, and instead of keep their marriage for zillions of reasons, they choose one common solution: divorce -- which is absolutely unnecessary for animals. Marriage is redundant, so do divorce. Never start it, and there will be no ending.

With this, I didn't neglect the importance of the role of parents. Yes, they created their successor, and unnaturally, it seems to be their responsibility to raise the children, and give the children all they need in order to grow them up -- from a meatloaf to a complete adult. But yet, it doesn't mean that the parent should give up their right to look for their other mate, that might produce new sparks in their life. Since when, good parenthood = monogamy? And since when, this relationship is always right?

Again, it is the arrogancy of the human nature. We refuse to acknowledge the fact that we are just an animal. And thanks to our arrogance, we lived our life, the life after we met "the one", solely with the urge of responsibility and loyalty to keep us living, and the natural needs of us, the animal side of us, which requires the feed of better mate, are being subsided. Yet, with the arise of the awareness of people nowadays towards the unjust of this social rule that was sadly being set and followed for centuries, more and more people refuse to settle down, more and more married couples divorce, more and more people begin to get behind the ugly side of monogamy. They begin to realise, that had no longer fit in today's society -- correction, it never fit.

Already Gone

This is the title of a song I recently addicted to it. Get into my heart, in some way.

As many of my friends claimed, I had long abandoned my blog ( in the sense that I didn't post picture, that's ridiculous for me anyway)...so I've decided to just upload all those pictures in my phone, regardless of their topic, although I should post in their relative post...

This is when I followed Panda back to Kampar. I pretended as their student and tried to sneak in...which turned to a failure. All students were starring at my too-stupid t-shirt, saying that: Sorry girls, I am G*Y.

At the same night, Panda and his friends all went crazy -- suggesting to have late supper in PENANG. Just like that, we went all the way from Kampar to Penang, just to eat CHAW KUEW TIAO, and go back straight after that. Sigh. 6 hours sitting in the car. Imagine that.

Attempt to take a overview picture, failed as well.

Take a closer look at this picture I took. U will be surprised with what you going to see.

I woke up at god-damn-5-am just to listen to Azwan talking in some language I can't understand. HA Ha.

Outing with Jamie and Steve. Missed to give Jamie a farewell hug before she departed to Perth. Don't worry girl, will see you in Aussie next year!!!

Some cam-whore of mine before balik kampung. Ignore it pls :P

The white short pants I've longing. Thanks to Malaysia's Mega Sales.

My goddamned CK perfume. Guess I have no choice but to drink perfume for the next whole month.

My usually unusual download speed in my college. Sometimes it even reached 400kbs in the night...TAK TIPU!!!

This is the only thing I did when I back to Ipoh this sudden holiday.

Waiting for it ....*winks winks*

And the product....DELICIOUS!!!!

Thinking to get a tattoo on my back. My mum only allow me to do it after the final exam. Sigh.

This it it.

Gals ( perhaps Nadiah will lead the crowd), scream your heart out when you see this.

i fancy you
i like you
i love you

and you'll never gonna know about this, cuz I will never tell u.

I still hope to see u around me :-)

In memoir of you

Again, you disappoint me =(

That is so predictable of you. Out of nothing, you appeared in my life.
Left your scent in every part of me.
Hate them, hate them for smell so nice. Hate them for being so you. Hate them for, they do not leave once you're left.

And they mingled around my body, that's so you. They totally changed who I am, who I think I am, who people think I am. When I look into the mirror, each and everyday, I can't see myself, but you.

No one else, but you.
I never care about grooming before.
I never like to sing so much before.

I never love to drink so much before.
I never love to club before.
And I've never thought I can be this slut before.

That's so you.

You really deserve a big round of applause. Perhaps, for manage to totally alter my path of life, my everything. From a zero, I turned to a negative. I am walking your path, doing what you will do, feeling what you will feel.

And I miss you.

Regrets of a shopaholic

Calvin Klein black and white logo jacket......................rm 305
ZARA black sweater.................................rm 199
Polo Haus t-shirt...........................rm unknown

why i wan to jimat those money, while i dun feel happy at all even the money is with me now...
TML muz get those!!!!

It's back.

It's been half a year.


Six months passed.


27 weeks gone.


182.625 days ended.


4383 hours of waiting.


And finally,













MALAYSIA MEGA SALES IS BACK!!!













I can't find any word other than excited to describe my feeling right now. How many times I've abandoned silver lining coated jacket of TOPMAN, white leather shoes of ZARA, deep-v sweater of SEED, khaki short pants of CALVIN KLEIN, deep blue polo shirt from RENOMA, countryside short sleeve shirt from POLO, white sling bag from Lacoste, etc, etc, and etc. Every time I passed by their display windows, everytime I cried deep inside my heart, silently wondering why those brands have to be so mean to me...

Which comes to an end, until tomorrow.

SALES!!!

Grab grab grab!!!