E.M.O

This is the original picture. Taken after the Grand Dinner in the closet of Cho, since he already moved out. Totally meaningless.

And after editing. Thanks to the superb PS user JY. Nah, that's all. I just upload these pictures for fun. No meaning.

Jennifer's Body

Despite how hot Megan Fox is, this movie sucks big time.

Okay I must admit that I watched the movie only because I want to see Jennifer (or Megan to be exact)'s body. And yes, she is hot. But again, just like another Hollywood bombshell, dumb.

I don't know how to categorize this movie. Horror? Not yet. Comedy? Ha Ha. Porn? Maybe. And so, this movie sucks.

Well, there's someone who really outshine in this movie. And I think you know who am I talking about -- Amanda Seyfried. This Mama Mia! star pulled up the whole movie. She made the movie at least watchable. Really good acting. Not over-the-top and was really fascinating.

By the way, this blondie looks zillions times smarter than black haired Megan.

Megan, it's time to go back to GQ. Acting isn't really your thing.

Step on me please.

First noticed these fabulous heels in the music video of Lady Gaga -- "Bad Romance". And was damn shocked to be aware of the facts that the heels were actually of the Alexander McQueen's Spring/Summer 2010 collection titled "Plato's Atlantis". I always thought Gaga's outfit was usually custom-made for her -- which is a big Ha Ha.

I wonder how are the girls gonna walk in these heels... Walk like a ballet dancer all the time? Or it is not that curved down in the inside, and they need not to walk on tips of their toe actually? In any way, these heels are so damn cool and I would marry any girl that can walk in these. Any girl.

Again, Alexander McQueen has never failed to surprised us.

R.a.n.d.o.m

Since some times ago, I've been blogging, for other to read. And that's not fun. At all. And that explains why I started to blog less. Solely because I can't find a topic or a post that I think can attract readers -- which I don't know why I should.

So again, this post is for me to remember how far I have reached in my life. For me to redefine who I am. For me to identify what's next.

Maybe you might be interested to read it. If no, sorry then. =P

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Life have been pretty dull ever since I completed my pre-u course. Oh, I used the word "completed" -- I have been dreaming to say this word out from the first day I stepped into my college. Everybody, repeat after me :

I HAVE COMPLETED AUSMAT!

Again!

I HAVE COMPLETED THE GODDAMN AUSMAT! FUCK IT!

Now that's what I would say, sincerely. Haha! My roommates always mocked me for my vocabs. And he sees me as a person that can't complete a sentence with a missing swearing. Haha, that's something cool though. At least I'm memorable for him -- in a swearing way.

Oh ya, speaking of swears, I noticed that I did that less these days. Have been polished to be someone more polite -- which I rather reckon that as someone more depressed -- since sem 3 of my course started. Not fierce anymore. Shit.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Motherfucker. Fuck.

Okay, I feel better now. The Anderson is still alive. Not some random nerd.

Have a tremendous cut down on my clubbing frequency -- to a minimal I would say -- these days. Even now I'm in the holiday, I don't feel clubbing. Have I become a better kid?

Naw. Fuck you! I'm so poor recently. That's the main reason. Haha. Gotcha!

I am cute. I know.

Sigh, I have totally nothing to do for this long -- but too short for any short courses, holiday. So, instead of taking up English class that I was intended before SACE exam, I have just signed up for gym lessons. Love the new gym facilities. Way better than gym in my college previously -- at least this one open every day, which I don't have to do booking to use it. Still the same instructors, same musics, lousy. I never bother to enjoy the music they are playing even before they moved to this new location -- all songs are from heavily rocked bands, which make Linkin Park's songs sounded like Jonas Brother. But nevertheless, I could kill my evening there everyday -- in case I don't have any date, which I usually did.

Speaking of dates, I have a strong feeling to go back to my primary schools and secondary schools, to visit my teachers and the once loathed canteens. I wonder is me getting older or just I am solely a good student, I miss them. A lots. And it feels good to listen to the teachers that always said to me that I have grow taller and better looking -- which I am pretty sure that they are being so modest and deserved a compliment. Haha, this is my blog. I am free to say whatever I want. No objection. Blekz.

Sometimes I wondered, what if I didn't listen to my teachers, and insisted to leave Ausmat? The contract Astro offered is just for the first 2 season -- for your information, I passed the audition and being offered a job to be the host for the kids game show, for 2 seasons ( half a year) -- and what would I been doing since then? Rating was so low that my show were being cut down even before the 2 seasons ended? Or I will continue with what I'm doing then, probably with more jobs opportunities? It has always been my dream to be a news reporter, and a TV show host could do no harm for me to pursue the dream. But joining Ausmat, that would have to say that: No luck this life. Next life. Regardless of the bond with my sponsor, I am way too old when I finished my course-- and I'm talking about the degree course. 24 years old. Fucking 24. That would means 30 years old in TV years (I know, I copied from House Bunny). No chance.

Now it's still too early to say if I ever regretted my choice.

Or, I think there's no way I could ever say that. There's no comparison to be made of. I live only once. And that means that every single choice of mine should be the best for me.

Shit. My post have been so moody towards the end. I hate that. Shit.

Let's see...oh, there's something pleasant to be said: I am using my laptop in my home, which means I can avoid the fight with my sister to use the desktop. Also, laptop is way more silence than desktop, and that allows me to download movies overnight! Yeah!

And I had watch Inglorious Basterds. And I feel so sexy to talk in French. Okay...I don't speak French, but I feel sexy to listen to them talking in some language that I can't understand -- with cigarettes in their hands. French with cigarettes. It's like Chinese with chopsticks, or Malay with hands, or Indian with roti canai. Simple cannot be separated.

Merci.

I still remember...

the first day I registered at Cendana, still remember my whole bags of shoes being stoled. 7 pairs.

the first week in Intec, MMS -- that's the time I called JPA and find PM Saadah, asking to leave Ausmat.

the first day wearing formal to class -- I hate that. So hot.

the first time I buy lunch from Ausmat cafe. So freaking long the stupid Q. And the food sucks.

the first time I know many friends from other program.

Jullius, Mike. Okay, it's not that many. Two.

the first time I escaped from Cendana and starts my weekends stays at my friends' place. Clubbing every weeks. Those were the darkest moments in my life.

the first time I make Malay friends. Lots of them.

the first time I miss Ipoh.

the first time I find it weird to talk in Cantonese.

the first time I hate nasi lemak and roti canai.

the first time I study in library.

the first time I perform my prayer sincerely. Everyday.

the first time, I tell others I am a college student. =P

YES

Attention to everyone. Year End Sale (YES) is back! Looking better than ever!

This is it...Go and grab everything falls into your eyes! Buy like there's no more limit with budget!

It's been so long

I have long abandoned my blog. I know I spills these words out quite frequently in my blog. For your info, I have finished my pre-u course, and now back to home sweet home in Ipoh. Will do update more frequent, not wanting to post some mumbling posts. Still quite ill, asthma, headache. Promise will update soon. Take care everyone.