Big Bang

I can't believe I've been through so much events in one schooling day.

First, I woke up at 9.45am. And my ethic class supposedly starts at 10.10 am.

Bang.

With hair unset and face unwashed and everything, I had my simplest breakfast and pack my bags, get on to my bike and rushed to class. I even planned what to lie to my lecturer when I was late to get into class: stomach ache.

And the next thing I realized was: there's no ethic class on that day, for no reason.

Second BANG.

That was my only class on friday. And because of that class, I decided not to go back to Ipoh on thursday. How should I feel for that? Ok fine. I try to convince myself that I still have other reason to keep me in Shah Alam for the weekend: I have to pass up my assignments to my biology lecturer, plus this is only the second week eversince new sem started. Well, I feel a bit better after that.

And then, that was at 10.30 am. Since the time after that dissapointment was still quite early, I've decided to go for the Pesta Jualan in Seksyen 28. The advertisement in newspaper make it look so appealing: Adidas, Renoma, Voir, Hush Puppies... I thought this is going to be some warehouse sales, and regardless the distance from my college to that place, which is more than enough for me to reach Subang Jaya, I went for it.

Which turned out to be another disappointment. Those stuff in that so-called pesta jualan was shit. Those so-called branded outfits were even more expensive than in shopping mall. Not to forget that those were so so so last season things.

Third bang.

Anything la. I have nothing to lose but get more tanned and some petrol wasted only. I'm fine! The time was about 12pm when I back to my hostel. And Vivien messaged me to ask me whether to go to Pyramid later or not. After the consideration on both the allowance crisis and dull-life crisis, I reckon the second one was more urgent and need serious attention. Since the time was still early, I watched 50 First Dates, by Adam Slander and Drew Barrymore. Typical love story but with a really interesting setting of characters.

Then, the time was about 2pm. After took a bath and get changed, I went to meet up with my college friends in Pyramid for ice-skating. When I reached there, some gals went to hunt for socks, while me, Vivien and AZ went to Giant to buy food and drinks. Since that night I'm going to Oblique, I went to buy my favourite drink -- Long Island to add to the fun of the night. Just when I was about to pay for my drink, the security came to me. Guess what, he asked to check my ic.

Hello, do I look under age to you, Mr.Security??? And why you give me that reproach look? I'm not a criminal okay...=(

Forth BANG.

Despite all the bang-bang, we finally made it into the ice-skating. That was a long winding skating, with lots of falls and wrenched ankles. That was fun, though. And the gals were really fast learners, and at the end of the day, they actually can skate by their own without get close to the wall. And yea, me and AZ managed to spot some eye candies in that pool, which are really hotilicious!

Then, after dinner in Pizza Hut, we moved to Asian Avenue, opting for....DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION! It was a crazy game, as newbie like us who can't even tell the differences of the four indicator on the screen, have no sense of music and such, dare to go on to the dancing machine and making fool of ourselves in the middle (or in this case, the top) of the Sunway Pyramid...obviously, we are shameless. And the most humiliating part fall on the last. When they moved on to the drum hitting machine, we started to shout out the beat of the game, as if they can only hit the drum with the help of our yelling.

MIDDLE! MIDDLE! SIDE! SIDE!

And the time was at 10.10 pm. I rushed all the way back to my hostel in Shah Alam, wanting to get ready for the next event, before I get trapped in the hostel after 11pm, where the curfew is reached. Believe me or not, with my Malaysia made motorbike, I actually got back to my hostel at 10.30pm! What a record! After took a bath, get my clothes on, contact lens put on, hair set and smell nice, me and another 2 more friends get all ready to go to club. And it was at 11.10pm.

We reached Oblique at 11.45pm. On the way to Oblique, I finished the whole bottle of Long Island and starts to be quite active then. As expected, there wasn't really a lot of people in the club at friday night. The dance pool was empty, despite the fact that there already quite a number of seafood looking creatures in the club. Everyone was pretending to be goody-goody and not to move further from their tables. And when I was at the bar, trying to get some drinks for my friends, the manager of the club come to me and said:

Get these drinks to table no.4, fast fast!

That's it. I stood still there, still trying to figure out what's happening. Then, I started to look around: the waiters there were all in their early 20s, wearing white shirts with black ties -- which appear to be almost, but not exactly the same as my outfit -- which ultimately telling me that, I dressed up like a waiter.

Fifth BANG.

Ignored this. I get back to my friends there, trying to get my mood recovered. Since I was drunk a little bit, I easily get carried away with the musics played by the DJ-- although those songs were not really well mixed, with many songs played over and over again. Finally, at the time around 1.30am, everyone started to get excited, and the dance pool finally have some people filled in. I dragged my friends to go in the pool with me, and we danced like there's no tomorrow...or in a wider term: we danced our heart out. When I get onto the white stage, there's a malay, which you can easily tell that he is a gay from his dance move and outfit, started to get close to me. He danced at my back and put his hand on my shoulders, grabbing my back. Okay...this is a club, so I won't berkira so much with you. I turned around and slowly move to the other side, and I think he knew that I wasn't flattered by his flirting. A sissy gay abuse.

Sixth BANG.

Anyway, I still able to enjoy myself, with other better quality of flirting and naughty dance happening after that, which I'm not going to describe it in detail here. =P At the time of 3am, we moved out of the club, and headed to McD for some post-clubbing meal. After the McD, the time was already 4.45 am, and we went back to our hostel -- how? haha, imagine yourself.

That's it. My big bang bang friday~

URGGGG

I slept quite early last night, about 11.30pm. Wanting to wake up earlier to go for some light exercise or something else.

Then, I woke up at 11am. What-the-fuck, I hate my time being wasted in sleeping. Not like you can get your body toned-up or your beauty get enhanced in sleeping, like other sleeper claim to be. So, I woke up at 11am. Most of my morning time, gone.

Then, here comes the worst part. I on my phone. As usual, 10++ missed calls and few messages. Sorry for not getting the calls answered, and those messages replied. I always did that, wonder why I'm so mean.

And then, just when I thought I'm the meanest person in the entire universe, someone had actually just overrun me -- WeiLun.

Message from Wei Lun:

Bio Class at 2 pm.

Holly shit. That means I only have 3 hours left before the class starting. And I have pack up everything from what I left in Klang for 3 days, and ride them all the way back to Shah Alam, then back to class again. What the fuck.

Madam...U r so cruel. *sob sob*

I'm so sleepy right now...

This is a random post of what I've been doing for the weekend.

Friday:
Erm, my classes were cancelled. So, I slept until 11am. -.-
After that, watched Confession of A Shopaholic and Wild Child. Some people asked me what lesson I got from the movie about big spender. And my answer is:

Next time, we should go for designer sample sale. You can get 50% off from Gucci or Yves Saint Laurent.

Well, that's the truth what...

Then, I went for Ice-skatting with Azwan. Accidentally...(not accidentally, but she came to find us) bumped into VV and ZHan. Felt sorry for said something that hurted VV, although I don't mean it, at all. Everyone, please bear in mind that I don't mean everything I said, or I will say. Cuz I don't think twice before I say anything. I say, simply because I want to say.

Anyway, back to the ice-skatting. We bumped into Hidayah and her friend ( i'm so sorry, though I knew that gal for some time, but I never knew her name...) I have to say that I'm getting better and better in skatting already. But I miss the time when I can't skate at all, so I get to bump...i mean real bump into people I'm fancy at. Two people bumped and roll and roll and roll together on the icy floor...get wet wet....phew, I sounds so wrong-.-

Saturday:
As usual, I woke up at 11 something. After collect my laundry at dobby, I meet up with Azwan and Ariff in Ole2. Then, I went back to Klang to celebrate my cousin's burfdae. Had the burfdae party in Neway, Subang. I love the buffet there. And it is so cheap:

RM 40++ for a person, included buffet!!!

That's it. My weekends ended like this. Boring.
I'm so sleepy right now.

Bits of My Lifes.

I'm currently online-ING in KFC. And Seow complained that I didn't really post much things in my blog. Okay, since there's some time left, I will just briefly mention about my life, now.

Outfit: White t-shirt and blue jeans
Mood: blue
Why: Happy Father's Day

I wish to go back to Ipoh. But there's not enough reason for me to do so.
Just got back here.
Just starts a new sem.
Just getting more comfortable with hostel's life.
Just broke.
=(

I hav no ideas where's my money gone.
Things are so expensive nowadays.

Though, things are getting weird between me and A.
Never give me a friendly smile.
Nothing but some u-r-cheap-glare-and-stare.
Since when A know that I fancy A so much?

And rumors are spreading wide.
Things about I'm being slutty, sleeping around and such.
Since when people caught me in the bed sleeping with someone else?
I maybe being over nice to you, but I have no idea I slept with you before.
Fuck off.

My homesick is getting serious now.
My wallet is getting empty now.
My A is getting further from me now.

Happy Father's Day

Father's Day in this weekend.
I wish I can celebrate with my father.
I really wish everything can start all over again.
I promised I will go back to my father more often than I can.
I really love you, 爸爸.

父亲节快乐。

It's NiuUUUUUU

Am moving in to my hostel in another part of shah alam for my for-god's-sake-final-semester...
And from a total isolated to a everything-u-wan-everything-they-got-place, it's more than satisfying...bet the gals cant feel what the guys felt.

Free wi-fi for this moment, not sure bout tomorrow.

I love here, okay lar

旋木

旋木 - 王菲

擁有華麗的外表和絢爛的燈光
我是匹旋轉木馬身在這天堂
只為了滿足孩子的夢想
爬到我背上就帶你去翱翔

我忘了只能原地奔跑的那憂傷
我也忘了自已是永遠被鎖上
不管我能夠陪你有多長
至少能讓你幻想與我飛翔

奔馳的木馬 讓你忘了傷
在這一個供應歡笑的天堂
看著他們的 羨慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋轉的木馬 沒有翅膀
但卻能夠帶著你到處飛翔
音樂停下來 你將離場
我也只能這樣

我忘了只能原地奔跑的那憂傷
我也忘了自已是永遠被鎖上
不管我能夠陪你有多長
至少能讓你幻想與我飛翔

奔馳的木馬 讓你忘了傷
在這一個供應歡笑的天堂
看著他們的 羨慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋轉的木馬 沒有翅膀
但卻能夠帶著你到處飛翔
音樂停下來 你將離場
我也只能這樣

奔馳的木馬 讓你忘了傷
在這一個供應歡笑的天堂
看著他們的 羨慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋轉的木馬 沒有翅膀
但卻能夠帶著你到處飛翔
音樂停下來 你將離場
我也只能這樣

Comment: I cried.

我不难过 - 孙燕姿

又站在你家的門口　我們重複沉默
這樣子單方面的守候　還能多久

＃終於你開口向我訴說她有多溫柔
　雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在　你心中

＊我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
　是我沒有　陪在你身邊當你寂寞時候
　別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
　我不難過　這不算什麼　只是為什
麼眼淚會流我也不懂

※就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
　回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
　我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
　雖然寂寞　這會是我　最後的寬容

Repeat ＃,＊,※

抱緊我　再抱緊我　這一份感動　
請你讓我留在胸口
別再說　是你的錯　愛到了盡頭　
是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有　過得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼　只是為什
麼眼淚會流我也不懂

不要再說　或許這是最好的結果
現在分手　總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手　離開你左右
我向前走　這會是我　真正的解脫

Comment: Hope u can understand the lyrics. Touching. Be tough.

Song-in-head syndrome

Just wanna recommend some nice songs lately...
I'm pretty sure that these will be CLUB HITS later...hehe^^

Now I'm That Bitch - Livvi Franc

Couldn't really found much information about this new rise singer...
Guess this gal is gonna be BIG with the bitchy-rihanna-style and the hot body...
I'm really addicted the way the word 'bitch' is being pronounced. It sounds so 'gimme-more'... and such a 'biatch' for sure can make me give her more...sexayyyyyyy
The future of this song is looking bright, I just can't wait for the remix versions...
3.5/5

She's Like A Star - Riz

Again, this is not those singer we r familiar with...(or maybe is my own problem???)
Well, I can't really tell the difference between all da black singers. They look almost exactly the same to me...Again, same way goes to the Western when they see Chinese...
Back to this song...da song sounds a bit Ne-yo or maybe Usher or even Chris Brown...
But this guy is lucky enough to have a nice arrangement of music, interesting beat, and most important of all, it BANGS with my taste of songs! Luf the flow and the catchy lyrics...Do I like a star??? lol
3/5

Lights Out - Cosmo

Tell you what, this song is really evil for using a gal to sing it innocently. Very Tokyo-drift....yet I love the dirty way of the male sing out the 'lights out'...
I'm pretty sure people will quite sublime in judging this song...they only will be either like this song so much, or hate it to a maximum....
4/5

Insider Beauty

Have a tough fight with my mum. And I've never felt so guilty before.
My mum was right. She always fulfill all my steep demands. Range from head to toe, from inside to outside. Everything I asked, everything she will try her very best to give it to me.

Sounds so old. But it's from bottom of my heart. And I meant it.

Details, I don't hope to, and I won't describe too much. That even hurt to imagine what I've done to her and what's her reaction. Just a reminder to myself:

Mum can always give you all she have. What if u were asked to do the same she did?

this is crazy...

it's almost 4 in the morning now. and i just finish bathing.
went to Gurney Drive, Penang for supper.
yes. all the way from Kampar to Penang.
just for supper.
total: 4 hours driving.
are v crazy?
think so.

good morning everyone.

just back frm mountain climbing with connie n seow wai them...
only slept for 4 hours. last night had a long yamcha time with endrick...
later going to kampar, experience life as a UTAR student....hahahaa~~

dinner is done.

'When the dinner is done, everyone left the table. Everyone but me.

Wandering around the table, so reluctant to leave.

And yet, have to. I left. But with the resit keep holding on.
So strong I hold it. As if with this, I'm always at the dinner.'

Everyone's moving on. New friends, new environment.

For me, new environment, but never open room for new friend.
So stubborn, thinking that I'm still the old me.

Never thought, as times goes by, I'm the one changed the most.
Goodbye old friend.
Goodbye, old me.

in any case, i will not be the good guy.

and in my case, bad guy get the victory.

i'm going to genting highland this week with my mum and my sister...finally cold cold air~!!

instead of staying alone in da house... i'm going to parkson's sales~~~~
I wan a SISLEY's sweater!!!!!!

i'm not sure what i did wrong. but im pretty sure that we can never be fren anymore. fuck the stupid eric who fuck u for almost a year. just because he failed to fuck me, he doesnt have toinsult me and god know what he said to you, until u never bother me anymore. good then. is u who choose this ending. i will tell everything to ur mum next time i meet her in market.

remember, i'm the one leaving m'sia. u don't. i hav my financial support. without ur family, u hav nothing. i'm not afraid of reveal my things, but i'm not sure about urs.

i wasn't that mean at the first place. remember, is u who created my now.

back from dota...was a tired game...i hate the weather!!!

now waiting JunQi to fetch me to play Dota....in the hot hot saturday evening....=.=
i wan mileyyyyyyyyyyy

okok. now no seat for 1? good. discrimination against single.

ok fine. i admit i think too much. there's nt much of my blog reader. ok, movie alone. erm. hannah montana. i love her. young and cute. lol

i swear if still no one to ask me out before 11am...im going alone!!!

i wan to watch movie today!!! any movie will do...someone in Ipoh ask me out plzzzzzzz

from now on...here will be my new twitter...so get ready to c lotsa meaningless shoutout being post as POST!!! hahahahaha

A history written in blood: 六四运动

Today is 4th of June.

Back to 20 years ago, there were a series of demonstrations in and near Tiananmen Square, Beijing in the People's Republic of China beginning on April 14. Led mainly by students and intellectuals, the protests occurred in a year that saw the collapse of a number of communist governments around the world.

Thousands people were dead from that event and yet, the official figures from the government never tell us more than the real truth that we should know.

No young generations in China know more about this. Due to the policies, they know nothing more than us who are in other countries know. How pathetic is that.

A silent China.

An inconvinient truth.

Random update

I am so busy....with nothing.
Okay, i have lotsa assignments waiting to be completed...but i'm not in any mood to complete them, mostly are half completed anyway...

Had a new haircut, with a new stylist...although it is a bit costly this time...but im quite satisfy with da result...new haircolor as well...finally not a seafood anderson anymore...

seldom hang out with my frenz...wonder what's everyone busy of...looks like im the only one who still remember...or mayb im just simply too boring...-.-

k la, wanna watch my series again. I'm so sienz