Doctor said she is suffering from some sort of viral fever.
Should be okay.

Thanks everyone.

You'll be okay

You'll be okay. I know it.
My sister will be okay. She will be recover from denggi.
I know it.
I knew it.
Cause it will be over soon, so I knew it.
It will be over, sooner or later.
And you will go to class as usual, outing with your friends as usual, and be naughty as usual.
I know it.

Never think

Don't ever think I'm a good boy.

If you don't know who I am.

How I behave.

How I think of you.

How I imagine me and you.

Stay away from me.
If you have no fucking idea how the real me is.

AnyRiskIFaceFiercelyGetHimApproachZenithalAndLiterallyIntelligentace

I think that you don't know my name.
And I think that you don't really realise my existance, too.

I know I will never get the chance to approach to you.
And I certainly know that I'm totally not the type of person you will ever put your eye on, too.

I feel excited for everyday, because of you.
And I feel energetic to make myself look better everday, because of you, too.

I will be totally blank when I see you around.
And I think I lost my direction and sense of feeling, except the feeling of loving you, too.

I feel jealous for everything you do with your closemates.
And I think that I am totally infactuated by you, too.

I never think that I will be such a love puppy.
But I think I am now, for you.

My dear.
My fantacy.

Quick Updates

Recently I'm not into thingy like upload pictures into my blogs -- I used to take tons of pics, and randomly post some into my blogs-- I missed that time, but I really didnt take that much pics anymore: words seems to outweigh than pics more for me, the Anderson now.

However, due to the complaint of some my friend, friends and friends...Okay, here's some pics, I grabbed from my friends' blog, so don't complain anymore huh...*bite bite*

I think, I shall start with...pics before CNY. Oh ya, these are my new found buddies and me.=)
Teng2, Darren, Bin, Freda, and Lavinia...I have no idea how should I introduce them one after one to my reader(s), so...they are my Sabahan friends in short, getcha?
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They complain that I occupied too much space in the pic...I can't help with my big head and naturally-borned-nature-to-seek-for-attention-gene...so, bear with it pls...>.<

Well, these are after the CNY, and I guess is during the 14th or sth of CNY...In Pyramid, which we go for a movie...and I was in hurry for clubbing that night, so didn't really get to spent much time with u guys. Bianne guys...=P

Anyway, we still get to have sort-of-dinner together in Canton-i that night( refering to the light condition in the pic, I suppose it is too early to be called "night").

And the most recent event is during the Valentine day, which we had our valentine buffer in Autrium Lounge, Sunway Resort Hotel. I missed the oysters (throu I don't really like it at the beginning) and cold-cold prawnsssss(which make me itchy for the whole night)!!!

Oh ya, the couple in the pic is Thomas and Lowena, i guess should be Sabahan too...

I think will be enuf for today's post. I'm getting more and more lazy now=P

Life...what?

Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life.

Would you still love me if I were old and saggy?

It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you.

Sometimes we're on a collision course, and we just don't know it. Whether it's by accident or by design, there's not a thing we can do about it.

For what it's worth: it's never too late to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

We're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.

You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Friday, my beloved Friday...

Though I said that I have a what-the-eff-Math Test on friday early in my previous post before..it's still a good dae!!!

Well, it's mostly because I'm done with the appaling test, and it's the first time I didn't have the damn-i-can-do-it-better feeling after the test. Okay, I didn't say that I've done really any kind of superduperfantasticandexcellence job in the test -- the feather usually slipped away from my hat -- but at least, I felt all my volition and hardwork throughout the week had been paid off. And the feeling of doing well in the test -- I think I had long missed it, but it just came back this evening, roughly at about 1pm. Oh ya, it's on Friday.

After the Chinese New Year, I've been thinking of many things that happened to me last year. I knew that I can do better in the final of the last sem -- unfortunately, I screwed them out. I said that I study hard for the final -- but I knew that I wasn't really meant that. The determination to study hard and the implement of it just getting on a few days before the final. I think is 4 days.

4 days to study everything in the syllabus.

4 days to remember what I had study in the textbook.

4 days to understand everything that is important.

4 days to try to apply what's in the textbook into the exercise.

4 days to go through everything that is mentioned as tips from lecturer or other friends.

4 days to cover everything I have skipped and neglected for the whole sem.

Sounds ironic, right? As if I have the longest 4 days in the entire universe.
And for what I've done in the whole sem, I tried to offset them in 4 days??? Impossible -- at least for a not-so-genius-brained human being like Anderson.

And the story continues, as a normal story of a playful student regret for what he did after everything comes to and end for him. A bad end.

As the second season of his life -- as a university student begins, I guess this is the first sweetness that he finally tasted -- after all the notes making and question asking, completion of homework, pre-study before class, and study till late night in library. He knew he can keep it up, and I have faith in him, as long as his dream to get to fly to Australia is on.

I'm here, proudly announce that: I'm BACK.
And todaet -- Friday, is a good daet.
In Australian accent.

Moo Moo Year

Well well well...with all the new fats and oils being accumulated in my body -- and my face, as usual -- I now announce that Chinese New Year for Anderson is officially OVER.



For those who usually follow my blog before, u guys should know that this is going to be a querimony post, right???



Yes. It is. And it start right now.



I had ate non-stop ever since the day I stepped into my house door. Frankly speaking, I actually forgot how is it feel to be hungry -- is it suppose to be appear once in a while??? Anyway, I couldn't feel it these days -- and I definately miss it.

And for the second thing is, I missed my study for as long as I could remember. And for now, I'm currently struggling for my coming test this Friday...and u know what, I hate to be the last one, but it seems to be my usual position in class now. SUCKS.

Anyway, this coming weekend will be a nice one, as next week I won't have any exam or test or quiz or what-so-ever coming on...and IT'S GOING TO BE WILD!!! Anyone who has no date and don't mind to spend your precious time with me, CALL ME!!!

I'm ALL YOURS!